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Thoughts from a BAD WEEK!
I don’t know what to do now? A lot of adverse things are going on in my life! From people to my health! In the matter of 7 days @ the same doctors office I gained 6 pounds and shrunk 1 & 1/2 inches. Which confuses me! But, also my blood work has to be redone. To my new doctor some of my numbers are a sign of concern. Worries of Hep-B or Hep-C now! Since this was the first physical...
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Shut down the Motor..Shut down the...
It races a thousand miles a second. Thoughts that vary from just waking up to a way to end my life. No control. Just like a slot machine. Pull the lever (or now just push the button) and see where it stops. If you hit the jackpot then you can’t the thought out of your head or just keep spinning and another thought stays til next spin. Why can’t I just slow it down or control it? ...
A change is a coming and I might be a going!
This may be the last post that some of you may see for a while. I’ll still be writing them. But, I might put it on a different blog or it will be private and only some will see. I sit here looking at Jake the only thing (to me a person) that never had ulterior motive. All that he wants is attention & love. He gives me happiness & unconditional love back. I have done a lot of...
the moment when you become an adult
The darkness in the back of my mind slowly moves up to engulf my mind. All the fighting in my mind makes it move faster and faster and darker. All the urges and cravings that I fight are being pushed aside and allowed to work with my body to make me hurt. The meds that are supposed to help just make me feel worse and doesn’t slow down the darkness. I’m worried that if the darkness...
Does our family’s past actually predict our...
This one may be kind of hard for anyone to answer. Due to their future is still happening. This is a case of NURTURE vs NATURE! I think the environment that we are raised into will dictate a little about the person you will be in the future. But, that is all up to you! The only thing that our blood relatives may have that you might have is a chemical imbalance of the brain (basically mental...
Common sense? If it's so common why doesn't...
How is it that Common sense seems to be lost today. Why is it so hard to understand common or everyday stuff. I hear people everyday bitch about they don’t have this or don’t have that. But, if you didn’t buy that bag of weed, those percs 20’s, a bunch of lottery scratch cards or that 30 rack of beer daily you might be able to buy new clothes, buy that tv you want or...
Friends? I Love You?!?!?
Friends?!? I Love You?!?! Posted on October 26, 2011 by bigmiked IF this world of technology & social media where we meet people face to face across the globe via computers. That we tell our deepest darkest secrets to a profile page or a status update. That people think that they have a connection with someone who they havent met and don’t really know who they are. That we follow you...
A land mine in my mind
The Beginning! of the end? Posted on October 24, 2011 by bigmiked Even though I know that 95% of you will not read this (completely). i will allow these Land Mine’s (My Rant’s) to be printed. If i hurt anyones feelings or bruise ego’s. I’m sorry. But, I’m tired of biting my tongue! You can get some basic info about me from my profile! You have any questions or comments please send them to...
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The first post!! Couldn't think of a better name...
I am just going to give the basics about me right now. My name is Michael I am a 40 year old man from MA. Up until 6/1/2009 I was 497 pounds. I couldn’t walk 30 feet without wanting to cry. My waist size was 66 inches (thats just 4 inches shorter than my height 70 inches). But in the span of 23 months I have lost over half of my body weight. I am currently 246 pounds. I lost 251 pounds. I...